Wish You Happy New Year 2010! --- Know Yourself Much Better This Time

Wish You A Very Happy New Year, I hope this year would be a hope for joy, success, happiness and everything. So many people try to make some resolutions every year to get rid of some bad thing in their lives and I really appreciate them, while others feel this a year with full of opportunities and hopes and I am one among them.

I am like every one who would like to know what is in store for their future a head. The first thing I did after clock hitting 12.00, the moment I entered 2010 was to go online search for 2010 horoscopes and read my zodiac sign even though I used to convince my heart every time that this does not come true.

I used to believe in god when I was a child, infact at that age I do not honestly know what god means and why do we pray for god. Later I never had to pray for god to ask for anything not that I did not had any bad times in my life but my ignorance that there is a supernatural power that can help us solve our problems. Some times we say Ignorance is bliss and this has come true for me because the tougher the time gets the more I believed in  myself, trusted my heart, followed my intentions and it really helped me to overcome situations where nobody can do anything about it. I learned in my life some times we are responsible for our lives and not others and if anything goes wrong blame us not others and not even god.

I was surrounded by people some of them  say to believe in god, some say not to believe in god and I am so confused what to follow for so many years. I came to a conclusion to follow my heart and mind, it some times say that there is god and sometimes there is no such thing and I blindly follow my heart.  I see some people including me who pray to god in some bad situations I do not feel wrong about it, I know at that time we feel helpless, we feel hopeless, we feel lonely, we feel powerless and I do believe it is a right thing to do believe in some power which no body till today knows exists or not, after all we are trying to get out of the situation by taking some help what if it is some super power or us the thing is we are trying to be happy. I feel it is okay to hang on to our selves or some super power to hope something good comes in our way and do something instead of getting depressed and do nothing.

I am not against nor in favor of god or an agnostic but I do not think about god. There are times when I am very low I listen to devotional songs, There are some times during festivals I play chants, but these all makes me feel I am at home( coz I was grown up listening to these songs since my childhood) and I am surrounded by my people who love me for what I am and if anything goes wrong they are there for support if at least not for help. May be if I were grown by listening to pop music, hip hop I might feel at home listening to them who knows.

Any way I believe this new year would help me and challenge me in different ways to see myself much more closer and love myself  more.